Post by Jane on Feb 21, 2010 14:40:57 GMT -5
I want to tell you guys something. I hope you all can understand, and not judge me for my thoughts. I say that out of my own insecurity, not cause I don't trust you guys.
We all share gifts here; we are all talented in some ways, spiritually and in other ways as well. So I hope you can understand where I'm coming from. I'm so heartbroken guys. I feel like I've discovered more of the truth since the Murray trial than ever before, and I only ask you to consider what I say. I'm not sure as to what you all really feel about the hoax, I think we can fully agree that Michael is alive. I've never seen the situation as clearly as I do now and I feel like this, is finally the truth. I feel like I owe it to you all to be honest with you about how I feel, and unlike at the other forums, I feel you guys deserve to know my version of the truth. I'm not sure about the others, but I somewhat feel like you guys can handle this. Anyway, I hope you don't judge me too harshly for my words but here goes.
Michael is having such a hard time... and extremely hard time. Now is the critical point in the hoax. Originally, no comeback was planned!! And I'll tell you why. The hoax was for the kids, and I wouldn't put that past him because he's a goodhearted person, despite the things I now know. This was all done to save face for the children; so that they can walk around with their heads held high. So that they don't have to be the freak children. Michael is no freak!! But that's not the way the public sees it, nor will the public change and he has to realize that; he has taken the world on his shoulders at this point, partly out of his own fault. But he cannot, he cannot change the way the people think. People are like sheep, they flock. Look at the M&S forum and the threads they started weaving, hyping everything up with the NWO theories and making it 1000 times harder for Michael to come back if he wanted to. And look at how people talk like they know him, "Michael would never." Sometimes I just want to ask them how they know, and then shake them into reality. Though Michael started all this, we (the fans; and I say we because I take responsibility for all of us, though not all of us are this way,) though he started all this, the fans have pushed this way beyond his true expectations. How can I explain. People have cashed in on his death, things didn't go according to plan, the fans may not accept Michael as he is if they really knew the true him. The image we see on the tv screen is not the Michael that really exists, and never has been. Perhaps you guys in particular know that; the other forums seem to be oblivious to that. "Michael would never smoke!" Well, how do they know? How does anyone have the right to say anything of that form? Please excuse my words, I'm so heartfelt about this at the moment. I guess I should explain a bit more by going back into time, back to the root of the real problem. Michael isn't trying to save the world, or stop the NWO, he's not trying to bring down the media.. people have built up this image of his as Archangel Michael and he's only human. And as human as the rest of us. He started this whole thing in the 80's for image. He's the one that fed the media the rumors, he's the one that made this eccentric image of himself. It's business, partially; and partially he was tired of stereotypes and being judged. So he put on some lipstick and went to grab his crotch on stage. Conflicting images created a controversy and people didn't know what to think. At some point it went so far, that people would almost believe just about anything about him. It went too far, for too many years. Let me tell you, Michael is not the soft voiced little prince angel he put out to be. This even made me mad a bit, because I was frustrated that the image he portrayed is not who he is. It's part of the act. And fans were lied to; but he deserves his privacy and he kept it well; so well that even fans would be shocked to see how he is when he's off cameras, out of public. I'm sure he swears and has women hanging off, I'm sure he's got a deeper voice than he puts on; I doubt he talks high pitched like that all the time, it's not his natural voice. He's not the shy person he puts out to be. In fact he's too human, like you and me. Way too human. People won't believe these things cause they prefer the other Michael, the little angel. That's a big problem now, for him. He's done playing, he wants to be himself. And he can't because the second people will find out he's been lying, they may abandon him, boo him, all kinds of things. It's not what he wanted, it's not what he planned, it all went haywire years ago. Perhaps he took it one step too far, with this hoax. Because it didn't have to be this way. If he was overworked he should have said "stop." If he was tired he should have rested. Michael is no little boy, he's a man, and he has say in what happens with him; he is nowhere near naive, like some people like to think of him. "Poor Michael they worked him too hard." And what would poor Michael have to do to stop people from working him too hard? Come on, people in this world work so hard today, in the blazing heat to support their families. Michael, all he had to do was say "stop. I need a break. this is too much." Michael is a business man, a genius, and in no way naive. That is why I say, that the hoax may have been a bit far for reasons of simply avoiding the concerts. But that's not the full story. Yes he didn't want to do the concerts because people were mocking him, saying he could never do it, that the concerts would be awful because he's too weak and in bad shape. So Michael walked off the stage, for more than one reason. None of the reasons were world-saving plans. Just human, normal everyday person reasons to walk away from an old image. So, to say the least, he never planned on coming back and isn't wanting to. However, he's considering it. He's considering it a lot at this very moment because this would be the perfect time; waiting too long would make a comeback impossible. He realized he was wrong, he realizes he's fabricated his own mess. He's human. And though I'm still trying to absorb the truth completely in my own head, I understand. He's a fellow human being, and he needs us now more than ever. He needs open arms to come home to, or he won't come back. He needs a reason to come back, because the truth will only get him and his children laughed at, again. And he will not come back to that. He needs to make this hoax worthwhile, to say it's for bigger reasons, or everyone will have a field day with him for being human. They will call him a freak. He knows this, and because of that he doesn't want to come back; to save face for his children. If he had a reason to come back with a good image, he may do it. And I'm so sad and heartbroken because I'm not sure the people on the other forums would believe me, would understand what I'm saying. I only want to help him, show people that he needs us. This game has gone one way too long for too many years. Lets forget about it and welcome the REAL Michael back into the world, if he chooses to come back. I don't care if he smoked, or if his voice is deep in actuality, I don't care if he stopped wearing makeup or if he stopped dancing. I don't care if he was a player. Or if a good amount of things I thought about him turn out to not be true. He's a human being that came to a breaking point. He needs us. Let's meet the real Michael.
I hope you guys understand. The only reason I wrote this is because I figured you would
Thanks for reading
I love you all
Jane
p.s. Please excuse the emotion I write this is, but I can feel the cries and helplessness of a man who needs support more than ever. It's ..heartbreaking.
We all share gifts here; we are all talented in some ways, spiritually and in other ways as well. So I hope you can understand where I'm coming from. I'm so heartbroken guys. I feel like I've discovered more of the truth since the Murray trial than ever before, and I only ask you to consider what I say. I'm not sure as to what you all really feel about the hoax, I think we can fully agree that Michael is alive. I've never seen the situation as clearly as I do now and I feel like this, is finally the truth. I feel like I owe it to you all to be honest with you about how I feel, and unlike at the other forums, I feel you guys deserve to know my version of the truth. I'm not sure about the others, but I somewhat feel like you guys can handle this. Anyway, I hope you don't judge me too harshly for my words but here goes.
Michael is having such a hard time... and extremely hard time. Now is the critical point in the hoax. Originally, no comeback was planned!! And I'll tell you why. The hoax was for the kids, and I wouldn't put that past him because he's a goodhearted person, despite the things I now know. This was all done to save face for the children; so that they can walk around with their heads held high. So that they don't have to be the freak children. Michael is no freak!! But that's not the way the public sees it, nor will the public change and he has to realize that; he has taken the world on his shoulders at this point, partly out of his own fault. But he cannot, he cannot change the way the people think. People are like sheep, they flock. Look at the M&S forum and the threads they started weaving, hyping everything up with the NWO theories and making it 1000 times harder for Michael to come back if he wanted to. And look at how people talk like they know him, "Michael would never." Sometimes I just want to ask them how they know, and then shake them into reality. Though Michael started all this, we (the fans; and I say we because I take responsibility for all of us, though not all of us are this way,) though he started all this, the fans have pushed this way beyond his true expectations. How can I explain. People have cashed in on his death, things didn't go according to plan, the fans may not accept Michael as he is if they really knew the true him. The image we see on the tv screen is not the Michael that really exists, and never has been. Perhaps you guys in particular know that; the other forums seem to be oblivious to that. "Michael would never smoke!" Well, how do they know? How does anyone have the right to say anything of that form? Please excuse my words, I'm so heartfelt about this at the moment. I guess I should explain a bit more by going back into time, back to the root of the real problem. Michael isn't trying to save the world, or stop the NWO, he's not trying to bring down the media.. people have built up this image of his as Archangel Michael and he's only human. And as human as the rest of us. He started this whole thing in the 80's for image. He's the one that fed the media the rumors, he's the one that made this eccentric image of himself. It's business, partially; and partially he was tired of stereotypes and being judged. So he put on some lipstick and went to grab his crotch on stage. Conflicting images created a controversy and people didn't know what to think. At some point it went so far, that people would almost believe just about anything about him. It went too far, for too many years. Let me tell you, Michael is not the soft voiced little prince angel he put out to be. This even made me mad a bit, because I was frustrated that the image he portrayed is not who he is. It's part of the act. And fans were lied to; but he deserves his privacy and he kept it well; so well that even fans would be shocked to see how he is when he's off cameras, out of public. I'm sure he swears and has women hanging off, I'm sure he's got a deeper voice than he puts on; I doubt he talks high pitched like that all the time, it's not his natural voice. He's not the shy person he puts out to be. In fact he's too human, like you and me. Way too human. People won't believe these things cause they prefer the other Michael, the little angel. That's a big problem now, for him. He's done playing, he wants to be himself. And he can't because the second people will find out he's been lying, they may abandon him, boo him, all kinds of things. It's not what he wanted, it's not what he planned, it all went haywire years ago. Perhaps he took it one step too far, with this hoax. Because it didn't have to be this way. If he was overworked he should have said "stop." If he was tired he should have rested. Michael is no little boy, he's a man, and he has say in what happens with him; he is nowhere near naive, like some people like to think of him. "Poor Michael they worked him too hard." And what would poor Michael have to do to stop people from working him too hard? Come on, people in this world work so hard today, in the blazing heat to support their families. Michael, all he had to do was say "stop. I need a break. this is too much." Michael is a business man, a genius, and in no way naive. That is why I say, that the hoax may have been a bit far for reasons of simply avoiding the concerts. But that's not the full story. Yes he didn't want to do the concerts because people were mocking him, saying he could never do it, that the concerts would be awful because he's too weak and in bad shape. So Michael walked off the stage, for more than one reason. None of the reasons were world-saving plans. Just human, normal everyday person reasons to walk away from an old image. So, to say the least, he never planned on coming back and isn't wanting to. However, he's considering it. He's considering it a lot at this very moment because this would be the perfect time; waiting too long would make a comeback impossible. He realized he was wrong, he realizes he's fabricated his own mess. He's human. And though I'm still trying to absorb the truth completely in my own head, I understand. He's a fellow human being, and he needs us now more than ever. He needs open arms to come home to, or he won't come back. He needs a reason to come back, because the truth will only get him and his children laughed at, again. And he will not come back to that. He needs to make this hoax worthwhile, to say it's for bigger reasons, or everyone will have a field day with him for being human. They will call him a freak. He knows this, and because of that he doesn't want to come back; to save face for his children. If he had a reason to come back with a good image, he may do it. And I'm so sad and heartbroken because I'm not sure the people on the other forums would believe me, would understand what I'm saying. I only want to help him, show people that he needs us. This game has gone one way too long for too many years. Lets forget about it and welcome the REAL Michael back into the world, if he chooses to come back. I don't care if he smoked, or if his voice is deep in actuality, I don't care if he stopped wearing makeup or if he stopped dancing. I don't care if he was a player. Or if a good amount of things I thought about him turn out to not be true. He's a human being that came to a breaking point. He needs us. Let's meet the real Michael.
I hope you guys understand. The only reason I wrote this is because I figured you would
Thanks for reading
I love you all
Jane
p.s. Please excuse the emotion I write this is, but I can feel the cries and helplessness of a man who needs support more than ever. It's ..heartbreaking.