Post by looking4truth on Feb 20, 2010 19:36:20 GMT -5
I sent this message privately to Nicole and Jane due to fear of what others may think. I've come to learn that fear should never be the determining factor to one's decision for there is nothing to fear. So with this in mind, I've decided to post this 100% true account of what happened to me on August 12, 2009. I turned 25 that day.
Here is what I wrote about on another forum shortly after the incident:
On my birthday, I was cleaning my carpet and I noticed an odd and very detailed image on my carpet. I explained this in another post. I'll just repost what I wrote in that:
"...I am not sure what to make of this image I received on my 25th birthday. I thought you could help me out. I saw an image on my carpet floor as I was cleaning it. I drew the image in a book I've been keeping lately to keep track of spiritual-related experiences and messages. It’s kinda hard to explain but I’ll try. It was a bird (I keep thinking it would be white if it was in color) standing with no feet. In the bird’s womb was a dolphin. And the way the dolphin was shaped, it created the number three on the perimeter. I don’t know if it makes sense or if you can visualize but that’s the best I can do. And it was so clear on the carpet that I couldn’t think of it as just a strange coincidence especially with my growing spiritual awareness. I did look up the spiritual meaning of the white bird, dolphin and number 3 and it's all positive. I am wondering if this was an artistic gift from my spirit guide or someone else beyond the earthly realm and if so, what was he or she trying to tell me? I wasn't sure even with the separate meanings I found."
Now in the post, I say if this is an unexpected gift from my spirit guide but I also wonder if it came from Michael. The reason for this will be explain a little further in the story.
I saw that image in the carpet sometime in the afternoon of my birthday. That night, I meditated and prayed with my rose quartz. (I just started to get into crystals recently.) So I was dedicating my prayer in memory of MJ. And as I was saying my prayer, which came so naturally with no true forethought, I felt this need to say hi to my spirit guide, my relatives and friends of friends who have crossed over and lastly Michael. It's hard to explain but it just felt so natural to do that so I did just that. After I said hi to Michael, I heard this really faint hi from him. He said "Hi, *my real name*" and it sounded like he was trying to make sure he got the pronunciation right, which he did. I also think he said something about hoping I enjoyed the artwork he did for me but his voice began to fade. I think it started to fade because I began to question it so I said, "Michael, if it's really you saying hi to me, then please give me a sign or else I'm going to think I'm going crazy." lol And I asked for the sign to come to me sometime that week. I didn't wanna rush it.
So the very next day, I leave from work, later than usual, and don't you know I saw a white bird that sorta resembled the image I saw earlier on my birthday! The bird drew my attention because it's not everyday I see a white bird walking along the sidewalk. I thought it was so beautiful and I then quickly knew that was the sign I was looking for.
So that's my story folks. I hope you understand it. If not, I can try to clarify some things.
Ever since then, I've been getting quite a few channeled messages that sound like him. Some of which I've posted on here under the Automatic Writing (Channeling) thread. At the time, on my bday, I thought he really died. Now that I think he is alive. I'm wondering if it's telepathy or another spirit communicating very important positive messages to me through his voice. Whatever the case may be, I think it's really odd that a white bird (dove) was in focus before Michael Jackson Awakening Message website (http://mjawakening.wordpress.com)was even out and that the webmaster happened to call himself Mr. Dove. In addition, the first photo that he used to show "himself" looks very close to the picture I saw on my birthday. When I show people, they are astounded.
This has never happened to me so it's been one heck of a ride for me. This is one of the reasons why I keep my eye on Mr. Jackson.
However, I've been noticing that I'm slowly pulling away from the hoax itself and starting to focus on the message. It's not all about finding the clues anymore. It's all about living the message.
Well thanks for reading! I know it's long so if you made it then congrats!
Here is what I wrote about on another forum shortly after the incident:
On my birthday, I was cleaning my carpet and I noticed an odd and very detailed image on my carpet. I explained this in another post. I'll just repost what I wrote in that:
"...I am not sure what to make of this image I received on my 25th birthday. I thought you could help me out. I saw an image on my carpet floor as I was cleaning it. I drew the image in a book I've been keeping lately to keep track of spiritual-related experiences and messages. It’s kinda hard to explain but I’ll try. It was a bird (I keep thinking it would be white if it was in color) standing with no feet. In the bird’s womb was a dolphin. And the way the dolphin was shaped, it created the number three on the perimeter. I don’t know if it makes sense or if you can visualize but that’s the best I can do. And it was so clear on the carpet that I couldn’t think of it as just a strange coincidence especially with my growing spiritual awareness. I did look up the spiritual meaning of the white bird, dolphin and number 3 and it's all positive. I am wondering if this was an artistic gift from my spirit guide or someone else beyond the earthly realm and if so, what was he or she trying to tell me? I wasn't sure even with the separate meanings I found."
Now in the post, I say if this is an unexpected gift from my spirit guide but I also wonder if it came from Michael. The reason for this will be explain a little further in the story.
I saw that image in the carpet sometime in the afternoon of my birthday. That night, I meditated and prayed with my rose quartz. (I just started to get into crystals recently.) So I was dedicating my prayer in memory of MJ. And as I was saying my prayer, which came so naturally with no true forethought, I felt this need to say hi to my spirit guide, my relatives and friends of friends who have crossed over and lastly Michael. It's hard to explain but it just felt so natural to do that so I did just that. After I said hi to Michael, I heard this really faint hi from him. He said "Hi, *my real name*" and it sounded like he was trying to make sure he got the pronunciation right, which he did. I also think he said something about hoping I enjoyed the artwork he did for me but his voice began to fade. I think it started to fade because I began to question it so I said, "Michael, if it's really you saying hi to me, then please give me a sign or else I'm going to think I'm going crazy." lol And I asked for the sign to come to me sometime that week. I didn't wanna rush it.
So the very next day, I leave from work, later than usual, and don't you know I saw a white bird that sorta resembled the image I saw earlier on my birthday! The bird drew my attention because it's not everyday I see a white bird walking along the sidewalk. I thought it was so beautiful and I then quickly knew that was the sign I was looking for.
So that's my story folks. I hope you understand it. If not, I can try to clarify some things.
Ever since then, I've been getting quite a few channeled messages that sound like him. Some of which I've posted on here under the Automatic Writing (Channeling) thread. At the time, on my bday, I thought he really died. Now that I think he is alive. I'm wondering if it's telepathy or another spirit communicating very important positive messages to me through his voice. Whatever the case may be, I think it's really odd that a white bird (dove) was in focus before Michael Jackson Awakening Message website (http://mjawakening.wordpress.com)was even out and that the webmaster happened to call himself Mr. Dove. In addition, the first photo that he used to show "himself" looks very close to the picture I saw on my birthday. When I show people, they are astounded.
This has never happened to me so it's been one heck of a ride for me. This is one of the reasons why I keep my eye on Mr. Jackson.
However, I've been noticing that I'm slowly pulling away from the hoax itself and starting to focus on the message. It's not all about finding the clues anymore. It's all about living the message.
Well thanks for reading! I know it's long so if you made it then congrats!