Post by Jane on Aug 22, 2010 0:17:49 GMT -5
Hey Guys!
If anyone still comes and checks this board once in every while, I decided I'd update a bit.
Michael is no longer the main topic on my mind. Not to say he's not in my heart.. but there was a time when it was important for me to pay attention to the things he taught, and then a time came when I had to open my eyes to bigger things. Michael is wonderful, sure, but he's just one of the many souls out there, looking for themselves and for meaning. He is wonderful, and yes, I do still believe he is still alive. I've stopped looking for clues and waiting for something to happen. I knew he wasn't going to come back in June. I suppose I had to pull away for a while to get the ball rolling, and to get my life back on track. I won't forget the journey, because it was an important one in my life. Michael has taught me many things which I never paid attention to before and I am grateful for the lessons. However I am less focused on him, and more focused on me. I wish you all the same.
These days I spend a lot of time speaking to my spirit guide and focusing on "learning myself", as my spirit guide calls it. It's an individual journey for all of us. I spend a great amount of time focusing on balancing my chakras and on maintaining a healthy diet. I feel like once I can get my physical body in order, it will be easier to get my spiritual body there as well. Every day I'm learning about new natural remedies, and I grind up medicinal teas and herbs as remedies for pains and aches. I have learned the native american smudging technique, which is another way to relieve negative energy from both the physical and the spirit body. I enjoy learning about myself and about these things as I go. I'd like to keep the forum open, if anyone would still like to come, but I'd like to use it with a different purpose.
I'd love to make this a shared forum of wellbeing: physical and spiritual. I'd love to share remedies and knowledge about different things of the sort. I'd like to let Michael be in peace now.
Love Always,
Jane
If anyone still comes and checks this board once in every while, I decided I'd update a bit.
Michael is no longer the main topic on my mind. Not to say he's not in my heart.. but there was a time when it was important for me to pay attention to the things he taught, and then a time came when I had to open my eyes to bigger things. Michael is wonderful, sure, but he's just one of the many souls out there, looking for themselves and for meaning. He is wonderful, and yes, I do still believe he is still alive. I've stopped looking for clues and waiting for something to happen. I knew he wasn't going to come back in June. I suppose I had to pull away for a while to get the ball rolling, and to get my life back on track. I won't forget the journey, because it was an important one in my life. Michael has taught me many things which I never paid attention to before and I am grateful for the lessons. However I am less focused on him, and more focused on me. I wish you all the same.
These days I spend a lot of time speaking to my spirit guide and focusing on "learning myself", as my spirit guide calls it. It's an individual journey for all of us. I spend a great amount of time focusing on balancing my chakras and on maintaining a healthy diet. I feel like once I can get my physical body in order, it will be easier to get my spiritual body there as well. Every day I'm learning about new natural remedies, and I grind up medicinal teas and herbs as remedies for pains and aches. I have learned the native american smudging technique, which is another way to relieve negative energy from both the physical and the spirit body. I enjoy learning about myself and about these things as I go. I'd like to keep the forum open, if anyone would still like to come, but I'd like to use it with a different purpose.
I'd love to make this a shared forum of wellbeing: physical and spiritual. I'd love to share remedies and knowledge about different things of the sort. I'd like to let Michael be in peace now.
Love Always,
Jane